Dear Organiser:
I've been listening to Rehab-Rihanna. *sighs. In a way this song has got to be my jam right now. Along with disturbia. Because well, I've got a lot of questions up in this head of mine and its driving me a tad bit crazy on some days. Too much questions im guessing. I guess, it's another turning point in this teens life. I dont see why i have to question everything... Honestly I dont. Last night wasn't much fun for me. I mean okay, I went out for a little fresh air then went back into my dark room and just listened to some more depressing songs. Then I drew a picture of this woman,... Okay, I'll upload it soon enough if i can get it well, cleaned. Honestly, I know this is no good, the whole depressing myself bit for my holidays, but honestly. CBA. i feel very very lazy, tired and i just wanna be alone. I know for sure this is not pms, so what is it then? mild depression? teen angst?*googles 'Teen Angst'
Finds:
In fact, depression is more common in teens than in adults -- and it seems to be occurring earlier in life than ever before, said Koplewicz, founder and director of the New York University Child Study Center.
In other ways as well, teens depart from the classic symptoms of depression. Depressed adults tend to sleep and eat too little, but depressed teens usually eat and sleep too much.
WOAH. Okay, so that last point kinda is a bit of a shocker. Cos i've been stuffing my face and i've been sleeping about 12 hours. Talk about hibernating. And most of the time i'd curl up in bed again, and just doze off for a couple of minutes, then wake up, go back to the couch downstairs and lie down again. ):I think i should turn on some happy music now. (: