Dear Organiser:
2009 is coming.. is coming. I can't wait for it. I just wish 2008 was done and dealt with. Finally i confess, 2008 hasn't been much of a year for me despite it being a major turning point at times. But really, I'm looking forward to the new year as much as anyone else is because i wanna start over some things. Some chapters in my life that i wanna rewrite and reprint.
There's been some ups and downs, but all in all 2008 left me a mark. Memories of smiles, new people, leaving old people. Missing people and forgetting people. At the moment I'm just waiting. Waiting and observing every single thing that is being done. I'm not gonna say much, I just wanna observe. I've been thinking about my future a lot lately, okay some people might know this like my close bestfriends and brothers. I think about what would happen to be in the near future. Would i get the grades i want for my olevels? Would i go to a good college? All these thoughts seem to just linger in my head.
One thing for sure, I'm keeping all my family and friends in my head. I won't be leaving any for 2009. I promise that. for sure. (: Everytime i reminisce about things, in some way i would have to smile despite the depression behind it or the sadness. I can't help but remember the good parts about 2008. *sighs.
I miss Brunei. ): and people.
But hey, I'll just have to keep quiet the next few days,.... and observe.
Observe how it is before i jump into any conclusions.