WELCOME, TO HANNA's BLOG
This is pretty much where i express myself via my creative writing moments, or through my drawings, life's adversities and the occasional rant on mindless issues.
It gets quite boring if you don't like reading self autobiographies by certain 15 year olds.
So if you prefer to read something else, you get a chance to close the screen and go read something else.
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Dear Organiser:
i wonder why i cut my hair into such a boyish look last august. was it a case of destressing myself? HAHA. as for all you might have known, i was frustrated with things so i went to saloon and said 'excuse me, but i want all my hair cut off so that i look like a boy, is it okay?' i remembered the filipino lady looking at me as if i asked for bikini wax but heck no. i wanted to do the whole Rihanna boy cut thing but don't know. It became more of a... well, obviously manly look. Okay, not too manly. but wayy, i looked better if i had long hair.
My hairs currently just resting on my shoulders if i don't straighten it, because it's wavy naturally. But when i do straighten it it goes a little off my back. Gosh, i miss my long and thick hair. ): Okay, i know the picture on the bottom's a bad photo of me, and a bad pose. and bad location but i was just pointing out how thick my hair was.
NO MORE HAIRCUTS FOR ME!
I need my long hair back.
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HANNA'S NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS.
1)Lose weight.
2)Stop Talking about myself.
3)Stop the whole inferiority complex issue.
4)Stop being short tempered.
5)Stop taking things to heart. cough cough (ke jantung jua)
( thanks for telling me that ) ( :P )
6)To Hold on. (:D)
7)To act my age.
8)To ensure every moment spent is memorable.
9)To not forget anything.. write everything down,
everyday. ( I forget things you see, so this is a MUST)
10)To appreciate people and things more.
11)To stop procrastinating and concentrate on my studies and hobbies. and.. LIFE. (:D) (Mum says the world will enter a new era in 2012 you see, so i've got about 4 years to enjoy before we all die) (mwahahahaha) (might happen) (might not) (maybe) (yes) (i think?)
12)Be that better person i wanna be. ( :P) (deep~)
2009 is coming.. is coming. I can't wait for it. I just wish 2008 was done and dealt with. Finally i confess, 2008 hasn't been much of a year for me despite it being a major turning point at times. But really, I'm looking forward to the new year as much as anyone else is because i wanna start over some things. Some chapters in my life that i wanna rewrite and reprint.
There's been some ups and downs, but all in all 2008 left me a mark. Memories of smiles, new people, leaving old people. Missing people and forgetting people. At the moment I'm just waiting. Waiting and observing every single thing that is being done. I'm not gonna say much, I just wanna observe. I've been thinking about my future a lot lately, okay some people might know this like my close bestfriends and brothers. I think about what would happen to be in the near future. Would i get the grades i want for my olevels? Would i go to a good college? All these thoughts seem to just linger in my head.
One thing for sure, I'm keeping all my family and friends in my head. I won't be leaving any for 2009. I promise that. for sure. (: Everytime i reminisce about things, in some way i would have to smile despite the depression behind it or the sadness. I can't help but remember the good parts about 2008. *sighs.
I miss Brunei. ): and people.
But hey, I'll just have to keep quiet the next few days,.... and observe.
Observe how it is before i jump into any conclusions.
